She sat down on the edge of the bed, naked,
and just stayed there for several minutes. She then glances at the man that was
sleeping in the bed and she realized she found him repulsive. There was no real
reason but she felt very uncomfortable around him and decided to dress up and
leave. The woman picked up her things from the floor and put them on fast and
in silence. Anyway, she could have been loud and the man wouldn’t have woken
up. He was snoring and drooled, making her think what was she thinking. Once
the woman had everything, she grabbed her purse, which she had left on a chair,
and walked out the room. She didn’t really take a look at the guy’s apartment,
she knew it would be filthy and tasteless, a mirror of his own personality.
Once she arrived on the street, she felt more
free. Her name was Marina, or at least that was the name she used to sign her
paintings. She was a proper artist, painting and sculpting professionally for
some years now and been very recognized by it. The man she had just been with
probably had no idea what the artistic world was like or how famous she was to
other people. But he hadn’t been with him to be recognized, so she couldn’t
really blame him for that. She had found him in a bar and had decided she
needed to have sex and just went for it with him. He seemed like the kind of
guy that would pick up any girl after been offered a drink, so it wasn’t
difficult to convince him. She was now regretting her choice as the guy lived
very far and now she had to take a bus home. Calling someone to pick her up
wasn’t really an option.
Marina could have done that though. She had
always been very good with men, who loved to be submitted to her wishes. It was
like they adored to be used by her and all to have sex. It was funny and sad at
the same time but she had stopped caring. She just did whatever she wanted
whenever she wanted and had no desire to over analyze her behavior. So that’s
why it bothered her the fact that she was overthinking everything that had
happened with this guy from a bar. Yeah, he wasn’t the brightest light in the
sky, but she had seen more stupid and annoying idiots in the world. So why was
it that he was so particularly annoying to him? Was it something he said or
did? Possibly but her memory wasn’t very good right now.
The bus she needed arrived and it was almost
empty. An elderly woman decided to sit on Marina’s side, even though there were
many seats to choose from. As she sat down, she said she preferred to be seated
next to someone, in case anything happened. That affirmation made Marina smile
and forget about her deal with men. The woman next to her was very old and her
back had become curved due to her age but she still had a very sweet face and
Marina bet she had a lot to say about her past. She asked the woman were she
was going and she mentioned the name of a neighborhood that wasn’t very far.
Apparently she was aware of this because she added that, at her age, she couldn’t
really walk anywhere.
As the bus made some more stops, it was
filling up rather fast. The old lady was worried about this, at least judging
by her looks. Her sight when from a girl with a really daring mini skirt, to a
guy dressed in big clothes, to another elderly woman to a man taking off his
tie. It was then that she used her elbow to catch Marina’s attention: she then
said that the man taking off his tie was gay. Marina couldn’t help but laugh
and many people turned to look at her, visibly annoyed. Maybe it was because
they were going to work and had busy lives and were decidedly disturbed when
someone wasn’t as busy and bored with life as they were. The artist decided to
stop laughing but the old lady insisted, making remarks about how the man had
taken off his tie.
Then, she said the girl in the mini skirt was
a slut and that the young man in big clothes smelled of marihuana. Marina
laughed again, this time covering her face and trying hard not to be loud but
it was very hard to resist a good big laugh. She decided to let the old lady
talk and instead take a look through the window. The day had lost hat blue hue
from early morning and it was now full orange. She realized she had been
traveling for twenty minutes but her stop was still far away. The one that was
real close was the old lady’s stop so she told her to get ready to announce her
stop. The old lady then made an effort to look out the window but it was
obvious she had no idea where she was so Marina decided it was best to join her
home. After all, her life wasn’t really urgent.
They descended in the following stop and just then
the old woman thanked her and started walking fast, as if she was running away
from something. But her fastest sprint wasn’t really that fast and Marina
caught up with her, asking where she was going, in order to take her herself.
The old woman took a long look at her options and then told Marina to follow
her. Now it was different because the old woman wouldn’t say a word. Marina realized
she was probably trying to use all of her memory to remember where she was
going and the right path towards it. The artist thought she was probably
heading to a son’s or daughter’s home or maybe to a friend’s house. Then,
having walked only three blocks, they stopped in front of a supermarket.
Marina started laughing again, as she saw the
old woman knocking on several melons and then touching the pineapples and
smelling them. She had to stopped her when she attempted to cut open a
watermelon with a pair of keys that appeared out of nowhere. It was all very
surreal to her and it was funny because she was the artist and now she had
found an innate performer in the body of elderly woman. She finally decided to
get some cherries and paid for them with a lot of coins she had in her purse.
The cashier woman didn’t look very happy but she didn’t say a word, instead
counting every single coin.
Back on the street, they continued to walk in
silence, although the lady had opened the box, emptied in the plastic bag they
had gave her and threw away the box in the middle of the street. Marina took it
and put it in a garbage bin just as the lady offered her a cherry, moving the
bag. The artist smiled and took two cherries and had only eaten one when they
stopped moving, once again, in front of a gray metal door with a big sign on
top. It said “Saint Joseph Resting Home”. The old lady pushed the door and
Marina was amazed to see it was open. The old lady entered fast and Marina
followed, looking around with curiosity. After all, she was visiting someone.
They walked along a long corridor and finally arrived to a large room where many
people where watching the television. Others, most, where fast asleep and
snoring.
Marina couldn’t avoid remembering the man she
had left behind almost an hour ago. But comparing these nice people with that
guy was unfair. They had fallen asleep because they were old and had a life to
rest because. He had fallen asleep because he was lazy and an awful lay. The
old lady suddenly walked fat to a chair and sat there, visibly content that she
could finally rest somewhere from her walk from the bus stop. Marina joined him
and asked her who she was visiting so she could ask others for her but the old
lady suddenly fell asleep and wouldn’t wake up. She turned around and saw no
one, no nurse or person in charge of the people there and decided to take a
look around.
She finally found someone in the reception, a
man bored to death reading, or at least browsing, through a car magazine. She
asked him if he could help her as a woman she came with had fallen asleep and
they needed to fin the person she was coming to visit. The man ignored her and
she had snap him out of it by slamming her hand on the counter. The creature
then looked at her and told her to ask a nurse but Marina told him there were
no nurses around. Bored to death, the man grabbed the phone and called
somewhere. He talked for a long time with someone and then told Marina to head
to the last room along the corridor. She would find someone there. Before
leaving she realized that man was just as disgusting as the one she had sex
with and it made her very uncomfortable.
She walked to the last room along the corridor
and found two nurses apparently organizing some pills in small plastic cups.
She told them about her problem and, reluctantly, one of them joined him to the
TV room. The nurse kneeled down and looked at the lady. It was obvious she knew
her. The woman then grabbed the old lady’s wrist and waited for a moment. Then
stood up and told Marina that the woman was a patient in the retirement home
and that she wasn’t sleeping but had died. Marina’s jaw dropped but she didn’t
even had time to say anything when the nurse asked her to leave as she wasn’t
related to any of the patients. Marina wanted to know more about her friend but
the nurse wouldn’t say a word and just joined her to the door.
Minutes later, she was on another bus, but
this time no one interesting sat down next to her. And her thought went, once
again, to that disgusting man she had the bad idea of sleeping with.
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