Ariana loved sex. She didn’t just enjoy it;
she actually adored all that she could feel while doing it. For this, she had
been called “promiscuous” and even names like “whore” and “slut”. She did
adhere to the thought that she was promiscuous. She did have sex with a larger
array of men than usual but she wouldn’t call herself any other names than
that. It wasn’t like she did it every single day with every guy she crossed on
the sidewalk. She wasn’t a female predator or anything. No, she just loved pleasure.
People that called her names were often part
of one of two groups: the jealous women and the hurt men. The first group was
very large and it consisted manly of women that were envious of her because she
men were drawn to her. And what made them even more jealous was the fact that
Ariana wasn’t the typical kind of girl that one would think was of the
promiscuous kind. She wasn’t ugly either but that was alone enough to make all
those girls go crazy.
It has to be said, because people might be
thinking it, that Ariana never slept with men that had any kind of
relationships to other women. Of course, there were many that try to lie to her
about it but, by now, she knew men so well she could tell if they were lying.
And if that failed, she had learned to read cellphones and go through wallets
without the guys even noticing it. This worked to her advantage very often.
The other group actually departed from this
first screening she did. The rejects, or men who she denied sex too, were often
so offended that, instead of correcting their ways, they spread the word of her
being someone less than a common prostitute. A man that is hurt is, however,
not very dangerous. That is because they do it out of spite, like a small
vengeance towards the girl, a childish reaction, to sum it up. And Ariana was
simply bigger than that.
The girls, however, could be very destructive.
Some of them had actually done pretty awful things to her but Ariana just kept
on going. She knew herself and wasn’t ashamed of anything. When confronted to
any of those girls, she acknowledged what she did but she also asked them if
they were also envious of her being more free and nice than any of them?
Because she was, Ariana was not only liked because of sex. She was actually a
great girl, compassionate and a great friend.
So the name-calling was something she didn’t
care about anymore. Ariana just had sex when she felt like it and that was all.
She did it only with guys that had earned her trust and, as weird as it may
sound, she always asked them for a date first. There, she realized if the guy
would be a nice sex buddy or if he wanted more or even if he proved to be one
of those obsessed guys that roam around the world. She knew the types and
rapidly discarded the ones that she didn’t like and kept close those who she
liked.
Yes, there must be romantic souls reading this
going “But what about love?”. Well, Ariana didn’t believed in love so that made
all of what she did much easier. She formed no bonds with any of the guys and
only slept with them three times, at most. After that she would just lose
contact with them on purpose and, most of them, would understand. She did feel
something special for a couple of guys but this proved to be that aching people
have when being alone for too long. And that feeling doesn’t lead you to love
but to despair.
Of course, she always used protection and if a
guy refused to use a condom, she would simply leave or she would expel him from
her apartment, whichever was the appropriate thing to do. Besides, she had gone
to several classes of personal defense; she was a green belt in karate and knew
how to use a knife and a gun. All of this was because her father, a former
policeman, had taught her how to defend herself and never allow anyone to turn
her into a victim. Of course, all of this had come in handy in the last few
years, when many guys stepped beyond the boundaries of their arrangement or
when someone tried to mug her.
She smiled every time she remembered people
clapping on a bus when she almost broke a guy’s arm. As the bus was full, he
had decided it was time to touch many ladies in their behind and even in other
parts. But then he committed the stupid act of touching Ariana and he ended up
in police custody. That moment made her proud because none of the other women
there had reacted appropriately, all scared and screaming and waiting for
others to react. Ariana just wasn’t the type.
This toughness also attracted men. That’s why,
during sex, she could use all that she had learned in self-defense but in a
more pleasuring way. No man had ever said anything bad about it and it wasn’t
very hard to tell if they were enjoying themselves or not. Actually, one of the
things that she liked the most was the fact of feeling the other person’s
pleasure. Just feeling it and looking straight at it. It was great and it felt
better when she made them feel desired and unique.
Ariana didn’t like the jock types. Most times
she went out with too good looking guys, she would get soon very bored because
those guys always think everything about them is just perfect and flawless when
it’s not. That safety about themselves relies only in their looks and nothing
more so when any woman looks beyond that, it isn’t a pretty sad. So abs and
that metrosexual sense of fashion, wasn’t her thing. She did have some lovers
of the sort but only because they had something else going on for them. But
they weren’t the best lovers, not even close.
The best lovers, she thought, were the ones
that are a bit more reserved but not entirely shy. It’s the kind of guys that
are nice and all but also have a bit of a dark side. She enjoyed that very
much. Also, the guys that maybe most girls overlooked but which she senses had
something going on for them. It was something hard to explain but she was sure
many others felt it too. Because it was with guys like that with whom she
realized she actually enjoyed sex, far beyond the final act of penetration. It
sounds so awful but that’s the word.
Many men and women think that’s all sex is
about when it actually isn’t. Just think about it: you’re alone, naked, with a
person you like, hopefully in many ways. Maybe there’s not love but there’s a
particular interest, a kindred spirit if you will. How not to get pleasure from
such experience? And how not to imagine so many ways to actually experience
that moment. All senses are more acute when experiencing pleasure so Ariana
knew exactly how to use them all, how to arose her and others, how to fully
enjoy everything that the body is and gives.
And, again, it wasn’t like she was having sex
all over the place, every hour of the day. No. She enjoyed I but she wasn’t a
freak about it. Some of the objects in a sex shop made her blush still and she
only did have any sex with guys that convinced her of it. It wasn’t about
fucking random guys. That wasn’t her deal. It was about sharing an experience
she liked with people that understood that the body is much more than just a
bag were we carry our souls.
She shared most of her experiences with
friends, because people who were really close to her knew about who and how she
was and that didn’t bother her at all. She loved to tell and also to hear. Many
of her friends, both women and men, asked her for advice and she would give
them tips and advices on some tricks she had learned or read about somewhere or
even seeing in a movie. She wanted others to enjoy themselves too, no matter if
it was with their partners in life or with a new acquaintance or whoever.
Ariana also learned a lot from her friends
because, of course, she hadn’t done it all or anything. In many aspects, she
was a very classic lover and it was always nice to give things a twist from
time to time. Actually, she loved to talk to her lesbian and gay friends
because they seemed to be a bit more open about their sex lives and also
because they dared to go a little bit beyond what most straight couples did. Some
things were surprising and others were simply too clever. In any case, she
always remembered in time to practice them, if the moment was right.
But anyway, Ariana is much more than a girl
that loves sex and the pleasure it gives to people. She’s also an accomplished
woman, always trying to better herself in order to learn more and enjoy life
responsibly because, as she often states to her friends and lovers alike, “life
is only one and it is too short to be spending it worried about what others might think of you”.
