The moment the food arrived to
the table, Anne started eating. She was please that Ryan had finally called her
and asked her out for dinner but the truth was that she had been at home
wondering about how she would survive the next couple of days, without any food
on the cupboards or on the refrigerator. Then, she felt as if God himself had
called her when Ryan timid voice came out of her cellphone, asking if she would
be willing to go out with him for dinner and some drinks afterwards.
Right after accepting, she
realized she had probably made a mistake. After all, it wasn’t the first time
that Ryan had come up to her and asked for a date. He was always looking at her
in the office and would be kind of creepy about it, always nearby, pretending
he wasn’t really looking but obviously doing it. For a moment, Anne had thought
of even calling the police in order to ask for advice on how to handle a
stalker. But she had other things to do and she eventually learned to live with
it.
He had actually stopped being so
creepy until that night in which she had accepted his invitation. While
dressing up, she tried to come up with ideas of what to say when he asked why
she had finally accepted. Maybe Anne could tell him that she had always been
very appreciative of his intentions and his presents, such as candy that he had
always left on her desk. He never said it was him but it was obvious. She had a
full jar, filled to the top with candy the candy that he had left her over the
last year.
As she put on her high heels, she
realized it might be the best idea to tell him the truth. Maybe, as a person of
the same age, Ryan would be able to understand how difficult of a time Anne was
having with money. She was barely able to pay the rent and all of her taxes, so
food money was always scarce and this was the first month she found herself
trying to save every single piece of food for a later date. But now she had
nothing at all. Maybe he would understand that.
She grabbed her purse, her coat
and walked to the main door. She looked back and realized she did feel guilty
to take advantage of the poor man. It wasn’t fair for her to just take on his
proposal when she could use it and then drop him like a bag of potatoes. It
wasn’t fair. As she entered the elevator, she decided to tell him the truth and
just try to enjoy the night. Maybe he would understand and they could become
friends. After all, they worked together and sometimes people find out they
have more in common that what makes them different, so they could really be friends,
for real.
Anne arrived at the restaurant
just in time. She asked for Ryan and one of the waiters took her to their
table. It wasn’t the fanciest restaurant in the world but it was much more than
Anne would ever be able to afford with her salary. The people there looked
entertained, some of them were clearly faking it but others did seem really
happy. Other people were there for business meetings, some even with their
families and, a couple or more, were there cheating on their wives or husbands.
It was obvious.
They finally reached the table,
were Ryan had been waiting for under ten minutes. He helped Anne sitting down
and they discussed what everyone discusses for the first five to ten minutes:
the weather and what had happened that day. It was trivial talk and clearly
none of neither of their interests, but it was always kind of expected to talk
about how cold or hot the days are and criticize the taxi services in town or
maybe blame some politician or group of people for traffic jams that have always
been there.
Passed that time, they ordered
the food and then a very heavy silence fell between the two. It was difficult
to really start a conversation with someone you already know but do not really
know anything about. So Anne opened her mouth to talk first, ready to tell him
the truth about why she was there but Ryan was the one to talk first. He looked
really nice that night and it was the first time Anne really looked at him,
paid attention to his face and his words and not the character she had made up
in her mind of him.
He said he was very glad she had
accepted the invitation and talked a little bit about the restaurant and how
him and his parents loved to go there together, whenever they were in town. He
told Anne about how he had grown up very far from the big city, in a farm were
everything was simpler and, somehow, better. He always had trouble
communicating with people but he was happy that he was making some advances on
that field. Again, Anne tried to talk but Ryan, with a hand, asked not to be
stopped.
He continued his monologue,
saying he had met the most amazing woman ever. He was in love, deeply in love
and he wanted to ask her hand in marriage. However, he didn’t feel he knew
everything he needed to know about her and that’s why he had asked Anne for
dinner. For a moment, Anne had no words. She had no idea of what was happening.
What was Ryan thinking, just coming out of the blue with such a statement? Who
did he think she was, an easy girl that would marry any man just because she’s
single? She was about to stand up and leave when he spoke again.
Ryan was in love with Erica, from
accounting. They had hit it off right away once he had been transferred there
and he knew very well how good friends Erica was with Anne. So that’s why he
had thought about her in order to discuss his next move. He wanted someone who
knew her to tell him more about what she liked and didn’t like and to know if
they thought it was a good idea to propose so soon. They had gone our countless
times but maybe that wasn’t enough.
Anne was speechless. She had
really thought it was all about her. She was really prepared to yell at him and
make a huge scene in order for everyone in the restaurant to know what a pig
and crazy he was. But that wasn’t going to happen anymore because the man she
had profiled a while ago as a creep, was not even interested in her. He was
interested in Anne best mate at work. She wouldn’t even call her a friend, just
a person that she liked to hang out with during lunches and such.
So after the food came, which she
practically devoured, Anne explained all of that to Ryan. She had to be very
clear about her not really being friends with Erica. She didn’t even know much
about her past or who her parents were or even what she liked to do as a
person. But Ryan didn’t really mind about that. He needed a woman to tell him
if what he was thinking of doing made sense, if it was the right move. He
clarified he didn’t care about their relationship, he only needed urgent
advice.
Ryan suddenly got very grim and
seemed to be on the verge of crying. Anne felt very sorry for him and started
to talk about what most women like and don’t like and some clues he should be
attentive for if he really wanted to pop the question. They talked for several hours,
having drinks after the food and even laughing at some of the points they were
trying to make. Anne realized it was good that she had come, not only because
she was helping Ryan but also because she was making a friend.
She eventually explained her reason
for coming and Ryan just smiled, telling her it was not a surprise that a young
person would have struggles with money. No one seems to have enough to survive
anymore, or so he said. He was understanding and even charming about it.
When the moment came for them to
day goodbye, Anne decided to ask Ryan about the candy on her desk. She asked
him bluntly if it had been him. But Ryan was confused by the question and then
they went their separate ways. So Anne had a new friend but she also had a
mystery to solve.